I feel in the air

(Earth mother goddess is in the house to give a forecast...)

2005 was the kind of year that I wanted to end prematurely. It was too stressful, too overwhelming, too out of hand. All of that crap caused a sticky entrance for 2006. 2006 began with anxiety, feelings of abandonment, a lot of breaking down, an embarassing injury, and an infection that is nothing short of terrorizing.

2007, however, feels different.

It feels as if 2007, from the point view of 2006 (and the years previuous), seemed an impossible year to happen. As if it's hard to grasp. Like a celebrity 10 people deep between you and a hand shake or an autograph. Elusive, is the word to describe this year, but it's here. And it feels fresh. Like the millenium party was supposed to happen 2 nights ago. Like Everyone's birthday should have been celebrated on that same night.

Whatever it is, this year will be more hopeful than the last, more fulfilling than that last, more amazing than the last.

At least I believe in that.